My Life Starts Over

me in a random selection of words

Month: October, 2012

you and me

Last night I dreamed about you and me. How life would be if I had met you first. Would I be happier than I am now? Married? A mother? It’s pointless to think about it. Without him, we would have never crossed paths, never known each other existed. Sometimes it would be nice to have just you and me. I wouldn’t have to worry so much.

Nothing

Her reaction was empty. She had no more energy left for emotions. Her blank eyes gazed at the picture, too tired to feel anything. Stop. That’s all she wanted, was for the world to just stop and give her time to breath. Give her time to take it all in, the continuous feeling of defeat and unhappiness. Every time life started to get better, it became worse than it was before. “What’s the point?” Nothing is going to get better. It’s easier to just give up and expect nothing to get better. Why set yourself up to be broken again?

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